“Let go of your worries and fears, of your rage and jealousy, of your need to always be right and control others. Let go of your pretentiousness and your need to have everything your way. Underneath all these layers of nonsense there is a happy, productive person. When you start peeling them off and simply appreciating everything for what it is, life can be wonderfully fulfilling.”
I feel so stupid
So were in love yeah? And love works in mysterious ways. One day its here in overload and the other day it might just be gone, we have no controle over it. I feel like were wasting time. I want to enjoy it to the fullest while it lasts. Im not saying were running out of time tho, but still, I feel like were wasting precious feelings we could share. Also, it hurts a bit knowing that youre still on the fence about “us”. It makes me wonder if I really am the guy you want to be with. And I hope that youre not taking me for granted. Denk er alsjeblieft goed over na.
PS. Grappig dat ik van dit soort dingen via tumblr vertel. Vind het wel fijn, mijn gevoelens hier opschrijven gaat veel makkelijker dan face to face vertellen of whatsappen ofzo. Kan me ook niet echt schelen wie er meelezen. Hope you dont mind x)
Oh and please do talk about your feelings towards me sometimes, its often really hard to tell if were on the same page or not!
No seriously please make sure school/work stuff are in order first.
Sometimes I still feel heartbroken ‘cause of things that happened in the past. I shouldn’t think about it too much. Maybe we should talk, I guess I still have questions. But then I’m also kind of afraid of hearing the anwers.
Hi, I like you. A lot. Thinking back to friday puts a smile on my face. I’m not exactly sure what’s going on between us but I know its real and I know I never want to lose it.